I loved her.

I loved her, when she just lied and slept. I looked at her and loved her with happy pieces of my inner containment, but they were surrounded by fear of loosing. I knew that her only reason she was lying there with me that night, was because she felt a certain confidence near me.

I loved her most, when she just lied and slept. I was looking at her and I loved her with happy pieces of my inner containment, but I knew that this chapter also has an end and the girl I’m looking at has written pages I’ll never forget. I knew that her only reason she was lying there with me that night was because she felt a certain confidence near me.

I kiss her forehead and think to hell with thoughts on the future and letting me disconnect from my thoughts on the future, the uncertainty and again my thoughts on the future. I let myself enjoy of the music from her breath. With varying rates plays my breath into the music, where we both take turns to keep us alive.

I loved her, when she just lied and slept. I know that every chapter has an end. So let me sleep right beside you, and let me dream with you forever and ever into the future.